Those of you who know me, know that I lost a very dear friend and companion one week ago. The fact that he passed on Friday the 13th did not escape my notice and indeed did bring a smile to my face and heart because it was so like he had actually chosen that day out of all the others. He did have that sort of sense of humor.
So now I am here alone again thinking of all the questions I should have asked him about his growing up years, the years he travelled the country, the sail boat he and a friend built and sailed to Guatemala, his business in Denver, and all sorts of things. And he had very long arms. I wanted to measure with our elbows together to see where my fingers would end on his arm.
This picture was taken in front of his house when his brother came to visit. Poor dear was always cold it seemed. I would love to tell you all about this part of my life, but I am restricted so I will just tell you this: Yes, he and I were very close and in a different time and place we would no doubt have taken our relationship to a much deeper level, but that did not happen. We did discuss it at great length even as we knew his time on this earth was limited. I would have been most honored to have been his wife.
But that is niether here nor there and now I must get my life back together and move on. I want you all to know that I appreciate your patience and while moving on is not an easy task, it will be done. This blog is my way of easing a little of the pain I feel and if I have offended anyone about all I can say is "Sorry, but he was mine, too."
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1 comment:
I cant imagine how you feel or what your going through. You have offened no one, that's why I'm just sitting back gracefully. Waiting.The pain of a loved one is no easy task and you have all the rights to mourn. I love you and when ever your ready i will always be here for you.
Amy
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